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(no subject) [Nov. 27th, 2009|01:48 am]
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It's been a while since I've posted on this journal. Nothing much has happened, or maybe it has, it obviously has, events just happen and i try to weather them as best I can.

Driving home the other night, I had a conversation with myself, which is more like listening than anything. I can't say much, I ended up crying. I feel like I'm going down a road parallel to the one I really truly want to be on. They go over pretty much of the same terrain, same hills, same bumps in the road, same scenery, almost. I guess the perspective is different. Granted, I can't tell what the perspective is, no more than I can tell you what the view is from over there, but of course it's radically different.

If i could summarise my conversation with myself, or what I could get from eavesdropping, however you'd like to put it, is I'm not in the drivers seat. I almost never have been. The closest way to saying how I feel is that I've been in the passenger seat of my life while someone else has been driving. While I've been staring at scenery, things keep moving.

Why can't I just look at scenery? I don't want to drive, I'm not ready to drive.

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(no subject) [Jun. 15th, 2009|11:18 pm]
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(no subject) [Feb. 23rd, 2009|11:25 pm]
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... Still nothing.
Does anyone want to come and poke me with a cattle prod until I stop procrastinating?
The zen approach does not work, or not very well, haha.
I'm still sick, but it's been reduced to coughing, and loss of hearing.
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(no subject) [Feb. 8th, 2009|04:06 pm]
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I should start looking for a job.
For whatever reason, I keep on thinking Hot Topic, or somewhere at the Funrise mall.
Mmmm, money or a chance at a social life? D:
I need to gather loose parts of my life together.

Yes, a haircut and job are in order.
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(no subject) [Feb. 6th, 2009|10:36 am]
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I'm starting to realize that I have nothing.


I went through some old entries, from about a year ago and decided that I'm an asshole.
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(no subject) [Jan. 28th, 2009|11:25 pm]
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Oooh, I'm so sick.
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(no subject) [Jan. 2nd, 2009|10:33 pm]
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I'm going to be in Costa Rica until next Saturday.
I'm going to miss everyone, especially joe.
I think it's safe to say, I love him a lot more than I've loved someone in a l o n g time.
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(no subject) [Jan. 2nd, 2009|12:08 am]
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Explicit survey stolen from Floe!Collapse )
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(no subject) [Dec. 25th, 2008|08:47 pm]
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Presents make me feel undeserving.
I guess it's something about taking a physical object from someone.
I feel crappy, I don't know why.

I think for new year's I'm going to invest in some good running shoes.
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(no subject) [Dec. 22nd, 2008|12:26 pm]
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Still achey and feeling sick from Saturday/Sunday.
I blame this directly on the shitty weather.

I'm glad I'm going to the back doctor today.
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